Nirvana

Eliongema Udofia

Nigeria

๐˜ˆ๐˜ง๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜บ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜–๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช.

In a dream, I walk with my second brother (he is not dead anymore). His shirt vies with the sky, blue. And I donโ€™t have that fear of coming home to the aftermath of a war- broken furniture, a broken pane, broken people. I mean the road is filled with happy people- even the men run after butterflies and the women stick flowers in their hair. And the girls on the street, walk without casting glances behind their back, I mean they no more wear the fear of being a victim of rape. And I shake hands with my father and my teeth do not grit. I mean my father eats in the same plate with his rival brother. And the orange in the backyard is ripe with fruits; my tongue is convinced this is how happiness tastes. The orange. And I pinch my skin and it feels real. Yet my mind guffaws in disbelief; can there be a place where this skin knows nothing next to pain?

Eliongema Udofia writes from Ika in Akwa Ibom State, Nigeria. He loves to write about issues that affect him and the society he finds himself. Some of his works can be read on Brittle Paper, Eboquills, Blue Marble Review, Salamander Ink, Arting Arena and elsewhere. When he's not writing, he draws, listens to music or solves Mathematics. You can reach him through his social media handles; Facebook @Eliongema Udofia
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